im a useless gf`

hubby~ tiz is 4 u~

wat should i say,i reli duno..
beside sorry is juz still sorry~
my heart is so pain...
ur tears,ur mind,ur feeling is juz killing me day by day~
darling~ wat should i do nw?
feeling wan to cry~ bt i have no tat places anymore~
i had totally make u sad~
im so sorry~~
i wanna hold ur hand tightly,bt can i??
feeling tat u r pulling me away~
how could i make u more hate me??
darling~
no matter wat is ur last ans,i will always love u!
n after u,maybe im a lonely girl v no husband at future~
bcoz nobody will replace u in my heart~
truth is im a useless gf~
i will wait u 4 whole life~
i cant think wat is ur decision...
bt im juz very scare to lost u~
u knw??
i juz wan to be urs,4nw n ever~~ i love u~~
i love u,i love u, i love uuu~~~